Isaiah 43:18-19, “Do not call to mind the former things, or ponder things of the past. Behold, I will do something new, now it will spring forth; will you not be aware of it? I will even make a roadway in the wilderness, rivers in the desert.”
Just a few weeks ago, I made the big announcement at school that I was staying home. It was hard to say.
Leaving this school, leaving my current role as Computer Specials teacher, giving up the opportunity for Haylee to be here.. all of it was very hard. I’ve taught in several schools, and I can tell you that they are not all created equal. I love my job. I have loved teaching Computer this year, and I have been thrilled with the “lighter” schedule it provided. I have virtually no take home work since all my elementary classes are ungraded. I also have very little of the “disgruntled parent” syndrome since what little behavior issues I have in elementary are handed over to the classroom teacher.
One other struggle in leaving is that with the economy and the situation the school is in, who know when or if I would be hired back. And if I was offered a job, the chances that the Computer position would be open would be slim.
Regardless of all that, just like with any other life decision, I ultimately know this is what God would have me do, and with that comes the assurance that HE will work out all the details… whatever they might be.
So, while I am sad to leave my school and job and fellow teachers, I am beyond thrilled to have the chance to stay home with my little one/s. :) As if I’m not bonkers enough, my tentative plan now also includes homeschooling Haylee for 2nd grade and all the homeschooling challenges that come with it.
I just pray I don’t lose my sanity amid all my motherhood joy.
Stay tuned for MORE changes on our horizon… cuz we’re crazy like that.
Oh Renee! In one sense… my heart breaks for you! Your "situation" was SO ideal in my eyes… The ability to teach… to have your kids in a Christian school. I think I can understand how much the idea of changing all of that can kinda hurt.
But on the other hand, I also know the blessings of being at home full-time & homeschooling… So I'm excited for you too!
Hang in there Momma! We're prayin' for ya!
Welcome to the homeschool "club", LOL. I know you will be great, and am praying that all goes well with baby, and the transition that ALL of you will be making! It's gonna be so different, but I know you'll love it!
I know this decision brings a myriad of emotions. But, I am praising God with you for His perfect will and how He is providing answers for your family. I know it's scary to venture out into "choppy" seas, but He is faithful. I have no doubts that you will be able to juggle everything and do a great job doing it all! It all sounds very exciting. I am happy for you and for your family. :) Praying for you all and that He continues to open doors and give you guidance and direction.
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